Post by a_muppet on Oct 7, 2020 4:58:22 GMT -5
Oct 6, 2020 23:07:30 GMT -5 @marci said:
It's not just that Heather. It's just everything. The way they are with their other friends compared to me. I used to see it plastered all over Facebook. That didn't help any. Just made me feel even more shitty. I have spent a lifetime never being good enough for anyone for any reason. I find the less I expect and the less I try the less the disappointment. I had a couple handfuls of these so called friends and for years I had to initiate all the contact otherwise I never heard from them period. So there's more to it than just the contact. I just wasn't wanted. Like I said if they ever do want me I won't be where they left me. I will have walked on without them. They can get butthurt all they want. They've caused me enough tears I just don't care.
Incidentally, I may not be very good at this religious stuff, but I have learned from many widowed patients that friends can be made at church if you are a regular there.
Apparently a lot of them have coffee after for people to mingle.
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creaking floors, you make me laugh,