Post by Deleted on Nov 15, 2022 4:16:41 GMT -5
I mean, not by watching adult contents, but just in life too.
Do you see us as (fill in the blank). I want to hear it, the cold, brutal honest truth. you can even say "Because they love their c*ck so much" and I will not be offended in the slightest because I already believe that. What are your thoughts?
Do you think men are dogs? (I know you don't think all men are, but let's be honest please be honest).
Why do you (women) think men are just sexual pervs?
Let me hear it from the women's perspective, and here is my own background.
I'm a recoverying sex addict.
I hate child abusers, I wish they were all castrated, so be real and tell me what you think.
Go ahead, try to make me upset, You won't I 100% guarantee it.
I know a child abuser is sick, twisted, and "yes" "sick" but come one, now I admit we are freaking nuts over women's body, it's insane and I hate it, I'm not saying I don't enjoy intimacy with my wife, I am saying I hate how we let our evil sick twisted (whatever this is called).
I don't believe there is a pure man, only Jesus Christ by the way
I know there are good guys too,
go ahead say it. ....
if you think this is a joke, it's not. I'm about understand truth, where I find it and here is my problem.
I'll be straight up honest.
I have to call it what it is. In recovery circles, it's common to say "I relapsed" but come on, that is kind of a light way of saying, I had sexual fantasy, watched porn, masturbated, over a women who was not my wife, Do you see who "relapsed" is kind of wearing a mask to what I just described, so what is it,
If if my 3rd person view of me, not all men, just me, and tell me if you agree that you see that also in other men, (or even some women, shoot, I don't know). ready, this.
I see myself a always trying to find 1000 x1000 foreign women, who are NOT my wife, because I am trying to find something new, because I have given myself over to a sick mind, because I want to < ...that is basically it, but
why?
I heard we are hardwired that way, but that is not really the truth. We are not simply "hardwired" to abuse children abuse wifes, abuse other women, that is not "hardwired" in my book, that is something a little more sinister, and in this age where we are too afraid to call someone out, step on someone's toes, put a 'medical label' (criminally insane is a perfect example which explains absolutely nothing). why
Do you want to know my real honest opinion about why we are so sickly obsessed with sex, that we would ditch out wife for some women we meet online, or ditch our wife for a prostitute? Do you want to know ?
it's this.
we love sex
sex is our master
human body we will serve and submit to
that is why
but I could say things like "I am hardwired" and um no, I can't listen to a sexual abuser on trial and say "judge, you know, we are just all hardwired"..
please and give me a break, so I would like to know what your honest opinion is and as you get tell, I get heated up on this topic very easy but don't worry, I am not upset at you or what you think or will say, you know as we are our own worst critics (are we?) I don't know. On the other hand, there is one extreme that I think the devil will say Like "you are just a dog, cant' stop" but why? why can't we stop, we make us a dog? what do you think is in us that allows us to become like this? That is kind of what I'm asking. From your perspective.
So please don't be shy. 
mods, if this post is too much, I don't care if you remove it or even ban me. I am searching for truth and want your thoughts. Sorry so harsh but this is a real issue for me, my own evilness and I want you to help me understand it better from your own perspective.
It's ok to say "I don't know" I dont' know too, but I also think too much too? I don't know.
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creaking floors, you make me laugh,